Insomnia.

I suck at sleeping.
I truly do.
I started this blog when I couldn't sleep.
And writing this cause I'm yet again unable to sleep.

Some people may think it sucks to sleep 6 hours a night, but I wish my nights had 6 hours of sleep.
Most of my night contain of 2-4 hours of sleep. At most.

Here's what happens;

 

10PM, The time where I usually decide to watch a movie to try and fall asleep. (movies/series have good effect on me to get to sleep)

Okay, 12:00 AM. Movie's over but still couldn't get to sleep. Not that big of a deal. I can still get 4-5 hours of sleep depending on if I want to rush in the morning, work starts at between 6AM and 7AM depending on the weekday.

Below is illustrated how I look at around this time.

 

01:00 AM. I can still get at least 3 hours of sleep. I can do this.

 

 

02:00 AM. I'd really like to get at least the 2 hours of sleep I have left.

 

03:00 AM. I'm starting to panic here. It's hard to decide whether to sleep for an hour or so, or to stay awake.

 

04:00 AM. Oh crap. It's 4AM again. I guess I'll go have breakfast then.

Source of my problem;